Mentality

I'm guilty of looking through rose colored glasses at things that I had high hopes of making good on a promise. Today I can only see the fog in front of me as now things are no longer as clear as before. Pride right now to me is a very nasty word. On one hand it represents something good and on the other, it's an arrogant attitude. Like saying.. I'm right and everyone else will always be wrong. We are all adults and for a good portion of our time, we all act like children...whining, complaining, whimpering. It never ends.. there are more children in the world than there are adults. When is everyone going to open their eyes, say it's time to move on, forget the past and make good what we have right now? Bitterness, grudges, you name it...it's everywhere. Heck I can't even go a day without looking for a kleenex because things are so hopeless, no matter how hard I try to believe in something. I spoke to someone who even after all theses years, harbors an ill grudge for another that I know. Why? It's been years and yet, the attitude is there. Why can't everyone just let it go, shake hands, or hug each other and say "I'm sorry for what I did". God knows I have lived my life appologizing for everything..even when I'm not wrong.